It's Elisa's birthday! OwO
Dear Elisabeth,One and a half decades ago you've disappeared. I don't know what had happened. Whatever had happened, happened. And when you've disappeared, I panicked. But I've had lots of confidence and faith in myself at the time. Confidence that I can find you. It was a very mentally abrasive path. But the search (and the panic) is still going on, from that day, and to the present. Going just as strong as the person behind it is.
I am still searching for you. I miss you and I need to see you, and I will keep searching, for there are things in me which I forbade to grow and forbade for me to grow out of them. Even if everything's changing, if it is all water under the bridge, I will keep standing, waiting for any news, a lead in my search, and persevere. Fighting the sands of time.
I've grown paranoid. No sign is trustworthy, no hint, and I need a word I know without a doubt came from you. Whatever it might be. Closure, if that's what it will be. But this is an account I have to settle. There is no resting up until I either find you, or get undeniable proof that you, yourself, Elisa, the only one mandated to stop me, want for me to stop.
I wish you a happy birthday. May your life be kind to you. May the sweetest of your dreams manifest. May you be as happy as you want.
It's sad that I cannot personally contribute to that, but I hope that's an insignificant setback for your life.
Happy birthday, Elisa. EeveeElisa. Elisabeth~ Wherever you are. Whether you see this or not. Be happy. Happy 27th birthday. I am glad you were ever born, and even more so that I've been honored with a chance to witness what came out of it.
If you aren't Elisa, I suppose you caught this page this very day because I've led you to it. Thank you. Thank you too, for acknowledging it.
Those words were written in a state of emotional distress, late at night, on the 14th, eating an icecream and listening to Andrea Bocelli and 808 State. Don't poke me with sticks. HB, Elisa.
This page will stay in this mode until the end of July.